Shukahookadanny

photos.

2009-05-11T05:59:00.001-07:00

i know i haven't been blogging...for 8 days. wow.

anyways, my whole week can concluded in this one album.

swimming with them gays.

camwhore session with them gays.

seafood dinner with the pham.

mother's day dinner with the pham.

and that's that.

i have a lot to say, but don't feel like blogging, so yeah.

"Sweet Sweet Loving"

Lv,
Shuck.

Malaysian Groove.

2009-05-03T02:43:00.000-07:00

I ♥ his new song, All Around The World from his new album, President.

The fact that he put in Malaysian elements in his music is really cool :)

and also,

yes, i do :)

"everybody knows, but nobody really knows"

Lv,
Shuck.

One day in the life of Shuck :)

2009-05-03T01:59:00.000-07:00

02/05/09

8am
Woke up and took my shower.

9am
Went out from the house and had breakfast with daddy love.

9.45am
Reached Dataran Maybank in Bangsar. Went to the Gloria Jean's Coffees outlet there to get some stuff for our Midvalley outlet.

10am
Reached Midvalley and waved goodbye to moi dad. Clock in. And made some more coffees.

3pm
Daddy fetched me from Midvalley.

3.30pm
Late lunch with dad.

4pm
Reached home.

4.15pm
Went out from home and drove to The Curve to meet up with Bony Man.

4.30pm
Reached The Curve. Went to have a drink with that gay dude, talk talk talk while he was busy eyeing some girl with a butt crack who, according to him, is attracted to him too. Went around the flea market and got a bikini, which i hope, will come in handy veryyyyyy soon. Hang around in Borders while reading goss mags.

7.30pm
Went back home.

8pm.
Reached home, and went out almost straight away to go to this seafood place in Subang Jaya for dinner. Met up with Tyra and Hilda with her pham there. Had super yummy seafood. Until he-who-must-not-be-loved puts a damper on my mood. But then again, food was all over my face so i'm like, wtv.

10pm
Parted ways with Tyra and Hilda. Said bye byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! My parents and i decided to take a walk around Bukit Bintang, so there we headed.

11pm
Reached Bukit Bintang. Went to this one super awesome massage place with super cool interior. My mum and i end up with a whole body massage and a spa pedicure. My dad can't decide which one he wants.

12am
Done with the massage. The girl was extra good. Moved to the pedicure section and saw my dad there having a feet massage. Had my pedicure while sleeping.

1am
Done with everything. Head back home.

2am
Reached home. Went straight to sleep.

Woke up at 8.30 today to go to work. So i was practically dragging my feet while making them coffees.

"You are the reason that i still believe"

Lv,
Shuck.

You took my love.

2009-05-01T06:24:00.000-07:00

"Now this will be the last time you did me wrong"

&

"You're lucky i know how to act"

say, we love natural.

2009-05-01T05:18:00.000-07:00

I came up with a conclusion.

Humans aren't naturally made like this.

You can try but you'll still need a whole lot of make up artists, hairstylists, plastic surgeons, stylists, designers etc etc to look this good. Even that, you might still end up like this.

Yep, like a really really pretty tranny. (BUT I STILL LOVE YOU J.LO :D) *she almost look like alexis arquette here*

anyway, this post is made for my anger and hate, and most probably jealousy, towards this alien looking celebrities. I hate them, cos they make you think that you can actually look exactly like them.

Which is not true, we all know that. Not without really good make up. and surgery, and a whole team of people telling you what to eat, what to wear, who does your hair, does your face, wax your thingy, tell you how to walk, how to talk.

Yeah, 98% of us humans lived without that. And most of us survived. So the rest of us, we should just move on with our lives with what god has given us. And say it with me,

thank you god for my face, my body, my limbs, my organs especially my reproductive organ(s) so i can reproduce more of the human species, my head, my hair, and most of all my brain :)

So let us all just be humans, and look like how humans should look like.

"This Will Be Last Time"

Lv,
Shuck.

SHOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

2009-04-30T07:14:00.001-07:00

I SWEAR TO GOD, IF I SEE YOU ANYWHERE NEAR MY HOUSE, OR MY WORKPLACE, I KNOW DAMN WELL IT'S NOT A COINCIDENCE. AND I BETTER DON'T SEE YOU AT ANY OF THESE PLACES AND IF I DO FOUND OUT THAT YOU WERE WATCHING OR SOMETHING, I SWEAR TO GOD I'LL CALL THE POLICE. STOP STALKING ME. YOU'RE FREAKING ME OUT, SERIOUSLY. URGGHHHHH. YOU'RE SO FREAKY.

arse.

2009-04-30T06:07:00.000-07:00

"I love you jack ass"

"I love your ass Jack"

He loves assholes, cos he's one himself.

I'm working now, again. At Gloria Jean's Coffees, but this time in Midvalley. Here we go again. Wakes up early in the morning to make people's morning latte. yawwwwn*

I think my family involving in the food business is a really bad idea. I'm growing very fast now. Not in the giraffe kinda way, but more like the elephant and balloon kinda way.

I get really confused with my life now. Everything just come as a shock lately. Like the matriculation thing, and me working at the Midvalley outlet. A few days ago, i thought i'll die a useless pig. And that doesn't seem like a bad idea, but wtv. Gotta keep in mind i'm making my own moneeeeeeyyyyyyyyy! $$$

REDANG REDANG REDANG!

and this is for your eyes;

"Spin Me Around"

Lv,
Shuck.

In Gloria's Jean.

2009-04-28T06:12:00.000-07:00

I'm at Gloria Jean's Midvalley with my mum now. Just hangin' here.

Ordered a Turkey Ham and Cheese Sandwich and a Hot Chocolate with Marshmallows. Andddddd, my mum is doing my 2nd order of Turkey Ham and Cheese Sandwich :D Food food food! Can't blame me. It's my third hour here.

Anyways, been planning a paintball outing with Mr Gay Khairin. Prolly will be going on next saturday at Bukit Jalil with soem other people too.

butthole.

2009-04-27T23:58:00.000-07:00

yep, i dnt knw why my eyes are closed, or is it closed?, in that new header of mine. but wtv.

slumlove.

2009-04-27T23:33:00.001-07:00

I ♥ them! :)

Venus.

2009-04-27T22:07:00.000-07:00

I think lately, because i haven't got nothing to do, i have to make stupid daily decisions that makes me feel dumb. Like, where to go at what time with who, or whether i should eat whatever that's on the table because it prolly makes me fat.

When i'm in school, i have to decide whether the question is talking about Newton's first law or Newton's third law of motion. Or the volume of blood the heart pumps eveery second. Now, it's all outta my head and dumbness kicks in.

Bah, i just don't know what to do, now or in the next one month. Same thing will repeat over and over again. Go out, walk around, eat, come back home, shit, talk, online, sleep.

In another unrelated topic, it feels both nice and not so nice when you feel like spending time with nobody but that one person, be it your mum, dad, sis, bro, cousin, or just the boy you're with. Because it's fun to be so crazy in love, but then again, you can't afford to spend time with nobody else in your life. So you gotta balance the time. That sucks. haha

My gay bestfriend is him.

2009-04-27T20:56:00.000-07:00

Girls love their gays.

The way to a girl's heart, is through her gay bestfriend.

Behind every pretty girl, is an even prettier gay bestfriend.

But love, doesn't that mean, you have to get yourself a fruit basket? haha

Putra.

2009-04-27T19:55:00.000-07:00

Since i was too emo last night to blog, i didn't update much. So here's what really happened.

So i woke up at 6, cos i have to go to Putrajaya with my dad. We went out from the house around 7.30 or so. And we reached there around 8.30. Went to my dad's office, i waited in the car cos my dad needs to clock in. After that we went straight to the Ministry of Higher Education. To find a parking space there is like trying to squeeze a pig in a pigeonhole. No kidding. I prefer One Utama or Bangsar. And my dad always complain about finding a parking spot in these two places.

Went to the ministry, and they actually set up all the chairs and some tables for the matriculation reapplication. Went there, they told me they want a copy of my SPM exam slip and my ic (obviously). But i only have the original one, so me and my dad take a lil spin around putrajaya to find a shop with a photostate machine. We stopped at this one place called Anjung. We did find a parking space, well not really. We kinda like double parked :P Had our breakfast there. It's soooooo full of goverment people walking around. Aren't they supposed to be working or at least pretending that they're working?

So when i get back there (with my dad waiting in the car), the girl told me that i have to write a letter, because they can't trace my application online (obviously since i didn't complete it :P ). And so i did, a hand-written letter. While writing, this guy, whom i pretty sure is the director or something, came. And handle me instead. He's such a fun guy. And bla bla bla, and i think i have a 98% chance of going in. I THINK. Because it depends on how many accepted people refused to go. So yeah.

After all that goverment shit, asked my dad to drop me off at Alamanda while waiting for the knight in shining armor to come. So i walked around. And felt like i need to peepee. Went to toilet, do what i got to do, changed my baju kurung to a short dress :P, and went to the mirror to do my hair and put my phone next to the sink. Went out.

About half an hour later, still waiting alone, i realised i didn't have my phone with me. Rushed like mad to the toilet. The janitor's not there. I waited for her, because i'm just so damn sure i left it there. She came like 10 mins later.

Asked her " ada nampak tak.." and she goes like 'saya tak tahu, saya tak tahu" . I'm like, bull's eye. It's so her. And she even raised her voice at me when all i do was asking, i wasn't even accusing her. So i kinda raised my voice a tiny weeny bit. When she was half way denying something that she's OBVIOUSLY guilty about, i walked away. And i can hear her screaming from the back. It's just so damn obvious it's that cheap whore who took my phone. And it's obvious because that bitch can't even look me in the eye. Fucking cracked up whore.

Called my dad (using the public phone), he tried looking for it in the car, tried calling my phone, it's turned off. So asked my dad to call that psycho gayman at 12, cos that's when he was supposed to be finishing his exam. Called that gayman at 11.30 or so (cos that whore always comes out early from the exam hall), and he found out that i lost my phone from my sis. Talked about speednews :P

So he came to Alamanda, eat, walked around feeling bored, went to Sunway Pyramid, eat, walked around feeling bored, went back home, everyone's home is going out, so went out, eat, while feeling bored, and went home for the 2nd time. so yeah.

My opinion on yesterday is,

1. I LOVE PUTRAJAYA. I LOVE IT, I LOVE IT!

2. I felt a lil bit sad with my phone and all, but that's just a few seconds after i found out it's gone. Cos i kinda like desperate for a new one :P and that Saggy Old Hag prolly needs it more than i do. She needs to put it on vibrate, and shove it up her vagina. Because she can't afford a cheap vibrator. Let alone a cheap gigolo.

3. I love my dad. He's so cool about everything. I love you I love you I love you. My mum too. But my dad's cooler cos he didn't even say anything about it :P

4. My daddy and My Bitch had a microscopic bonding time, cos my dad called him. Which is a huge deal cos if it's someone else *coughs* he wouldnt even want me to even get near that man.
I LOVE YOU DADDDDDDDEEEEYHHHHHHH! :D

5. I'm going away from home for college, and it's not to a better place. But i guess, that's what i have to do. For the greater good :)

"The Best You Never Had"

Lv,
Shuck.

ready, get set, don't go.

2009-04-27T07:52:00.000-07:00

(BILLY RAY:)
Shes gotta do what shes gotta do
And I’ve gotta like it or not
Shes got dreams to big for this town
And she needs to give ‘em a shot
Wherever they are

(MILEY:)
Looks like I’m all ready to leave
Theres nothin’ left to pack

(BILLY RAY:)
Aint no room for me in that car
Even if she asks me to tag along

(Both:)
Gotta gotta be strong

(MILEY:)
I’m at the startin line of the rest of my life
As ready as I’ve ever been
Got the hunger and the stars in my eyes
The prize is mine to win

(BILLY RAY:)
She’s waitin’ on my blessins
`Fore she hits that open road
Baby get ready

(MILEY:)
Ohh Im ready

(BILLY RAY:)
Get set, don’t go

(MILEY:)
Looks like things are fallin in place

(BILLY RAY:)
Feels like theyre fallin apart
Im paintin this big ol’ smile on my face
To hide my broken heart
If only she knew

(MILEY:)
This is where you don’t say
What you want so bad to say

(BILLY RAY;)
This is where I want to
But I wont get in the way
Of her and her dream
And spreadin her wings

(MILEY:)
I’m ready to fly

(MILEY:)
Im at the startin line of the rest of my life
As ready as I’ve ever been
Got the hunger and the stars in my eyes
The prize is mine to win

(BILLY RAY:)

She’s waitin’ on my blessins `fore she hits that open road

(MILEY:)
gotta hit that open road

(BILLY RAY:)
Baby get ready, get set

(Both:)
Don’t go

(CHORUS)
(MILEY:)
Im at the startin line of the rest of my life
As ready as Ive ever been

(BILLY RAY:)
It’ll be alright

(MILEY:)
Got the hunger and the stars in my eyes
The prize is mine to win
I’ll be okay

(BILLY RAY:)
She’s waitin’ on my blessings
‘Fore she hits that open road
Baby get ready

(MILEY:)
Oh oh oh

(BILLY RAY:)
Get set, please don’t go
Don’t go

(MILEY:)
Lemme go now
I’m ready

(BILLY RAY:)
Hmmmm Dont go

(MILEY:)
I’ll be alright
I’ll be okay
Know that I’ll
Be thinkin of you
Each and every day

(BILLY RAY:)
Shes gotta do what shes gotta do

(MILEY:)
lemme go now

(BILLY RAY)
Shes gotta do what shes gotta do

(MILEY:)
I gotta do what I gotta do

(BILLY RAY:)
Shes gotta do what shes gotta do

DADDY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I DON'T WANNA LEAVE YOU. SHIT.

chat.

2009-04-27T07:25:00.000-07:00

"i cnt even imagine

how bad i'll cry

on the day i have to go

if i can have my way

i dnt wanna go

i love evrything i have now

especially you

and then

i'll have to be far away

from all the things

and ppl i love

dang"

"and nothings gonna be the same

i can barely type now

i cnt see

my tears are blurring my vision

hahah"

"shit

i cnt do this

not now"

"and my life flashes by

just everything i went through

and i came to this point of my life

that i have to say bye bye"

"it would suck more

if we dont work out

cos i hv to do something

for my own good

you know?"

"darn

i feel soooo lonely already

like ppl in my life starting to fade away

this is gay

like you

but i'm not lovin this"

This is for myself. A souvenir for the future :D this is weird, but wtv. i'm emo now. everything goes.

2009-04-27T07:06:00.001-07:00

so many thing going on now. one of it, i lost my phone. But i'm crying so bad now, i dnt feel like blogging, not really. I'm gonna leave you people soon. Don't change please? Please.

Shits.

2009-04-26T07:46:00.000-07:00

I had a MAJOR breakdown this morning, cos i found out that the matriculation application result is out. And i checked, and obviously, i wasn't accepted. Because i didn't complete and confirm my application during Phase 2. So i cried, and cried and cried. Because if you didn't get the letter from the matriculation college, that means you really are dumb. Even the dumbest people can get in.

But i didn't complete the application on Phase 2 because i didn't bother to. I mean, i didn't know i there's a Phase 2, (why can't they just let us apply once and that's it?) and because probably i was really certain that i'll be going straight to the university instead.

But Khairin told me, he probably couldnt get into University Malaya, eventhough he got like 8a1's, cos of the tough competiton. So that kinda like bring me back to reality. And the only choice i have is University Islam Antarabangsa. And this evil university will not let you go anhywhere else until you get your degree. So, no thanks :) (and because arabic is a compulsory language, and that, i think is quite tough)

So tomorrow, i'll be going to Putrajaya and make an appeal, and try to reapply, correctly this time, to matriculation colleges. And hopefully, i'll get in. And if i do, bye bye kl and hello boring-lonely-life-in-the-middle-nowhere.

And if i DO get in, there might be a chance that Redang trip will be cancelled. :( I was so looking forward to that. Sorry love.

So, enough bout negative shits.

Well, there's nothing else to update anyway.

"She ain't no diva"

Lv,
Shuck.

2009-04-24T22:08:00.000-07:00

BEST CHRIS CROCKER VIDEO.

"Bitch, i ain't no negative Nancy, I'mma Realistic Rita!" haha

"And if you got a problem, bring it to my doorstep" THAT'S RIGHTTTTTTT.

"You could quit spreading my name in mud, and lemme get a chance to spread YOUR FACE in it"

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE CHRIS CROCKERRRRR!

"Anybody who don't like me, there's a reason why they don't like me, cos i'm a safety pin to their bubble and they're scared i'm gonna POP them!"

Chris Crocker should end up with Onch.

"KEEP IT FAKE, KEEP IT CUTE ALL YOU WANT TO, BUT DO NOT, UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, NOT IN YOUR WILDEST DREAMS, THINK THAT YOU CAN STEP TO ME"

"WHY DON'T SAY WHAT YOU GOTTA SAY ONLY TO MY BEAUTIFUL FACE? SAY SOME SHIT TO MY BEAUTIFUL FACE!"

2009-04-24T21:17:00.001-07:00

You&I♥

Ecstasy.

2009-04-24T20:44:00.000-07:00

This sculpture is called The Ecstasy of St Teresa. Check out the history of this sculpture, and you'll see why it's called as such. It's by Gian Lorenzo Bernini.

I ♥ it.

buttons.

2009-04-24T20:39:00.001-07:00

Okay, i changed my header. It's a painting from the renaissance time.

The title is The Monk and The Nun by Cornelis Van Haarlem.

You see, the painters didn't get much release back then. So, don't be suprised.

Bollywood.

2009-04-24T19:46:00.000-07:00

Shah Rukh Khan - Front View.

Shah Rukh Khan - Side View.
&20yearsyounger.

P/S: Thanks for the idea :D

One of my favourite Chris Crocker video - Bathroom Bullshit. Mostly what he said is true though.

My faith is shaking so fucking hard.

2009-04-24T09:21:00.000-07:00

I hate Miley.

She's on my iTunes.

Keep on telling me to keep on pushing on.

Just like everybody else.

It gets kinda annoying.

When you don't believe in yourself, but other people do.

Why don't you try and be in my shoe for just one second?

No?

When can i touch the sky?

2009-04-24T09:10:00.000-07:00

Miley Cyrus's The Climb used to be a good song. Now, not anymore. Seems like the words are not enough compare to what i feel about reaching my dreams. You have no fucking idea.

I mean she can sing all she wants. She got a gazillion bucks in her pocket. She can live without even having dreams.

I hate rich people

&&smart people.

HEAD.

2009-04-24T09:00:00.000-07:00

Is my header too obscene?

Naaaahhh, i don't think so.

It'll be obscene if you yourself don't have an ass.

A good ass like that.

Cocker.

2009-04-24T04:14:00.000-07:00

I Love Chris Crocker. xxx.

Chris Crocker talks about Miley.

Chris Crocker on If You Seek Amy.

The Hairflip.

Chris Crocker Youtube Page.

Instinct.

2009-04-24T04:03:00.000-07:00

I Love Big Girls And I Cannot Lie.

I think, pshycologically, you will go against whatever people think of you. For example, when people say you're ugly, you think nooooooooooo!. But when people say you're pretty and all that, you'll think of your big pores and unkept hair. So, next time somebody say something about you, you just say,

Thank you :)

But first of all,
why would anyone judge anyway?

"It's Only Natural"

Lv,
Shuck.

MC.

2009-04-24T03:43:00.000-07:00

No kidding. One the best albums around. So addicted to this album now. A year too late but wtv.

I L.O.V.E.E.E.E.E.E.E.E.E.E

LOVE STORY,
THANKS FOR NOTHING,
I STAY IN LOVE,
FOR THE RECORD,
&&TOUCH MY BODY.

Island.

2009-04-23T09:07:00.001-07:00

So are you supposed to approve people who you THINK you know, but don't really sure if you do, on facebook?

Anyway, i love our friendship. Don't spoil it? Thanks :)

I wanna post some words from a song, but i've been posting a lot of that lately, so wtv.

Today is a good day. Especially the Sweedish Meatballs from Ikea. Damn. hahaha That's for lunch. And i had Ipoh Hor Fun at Oldtown in uptown for dinner. YUM! :D

And yay! My dad's gonna book our room in Redang tomorrow! I love you daddy <3

"You're not him, boy"

Lv,
Shuck.

Haters by Hilary Duff.

2009-04-22T21:30:00.000-07:00

The words to this song makes me feel good. It's the innocent, young, less swearing version of what you should say to any psycho bitches.

Dont spit on me and shame yourself
Because you wish you were someone else
You look so clean but you spread your dirt
As if think that words dont hurt
You build up walls no one can climb
The things you do should be a crime
You're queen of superficiality
Keep your lies out of my reality
And when you're nice it's just a pose
You're one of those

Haters
Traitors to the human race
Haters
What a drag
What a waste
I'd like to see them disappear
They dont belong anywhere
Haters

Spinning a web thats hard to see
Of envy, greed and jealousy
Feeling angry but you don't know why
Why dont you look me in the eye?
You want my friends
You want my clothes
You're one of those

Different life form
Different species
Broken promises and treaties
Talkin' bout exterminating
Not the haters
Just the hating

You say your boyfriend's sweet and kind
But you've still got your eyes on mine
Your best friend's got her eyes on yours
It all goes on behind closed doors
And when you're nice it's just a pose
You're one of those

Haters
Later for the alibis
Haters
Any shape
Any size
I'd like to see them disappear
They dont belong anywhere
Haters

Hahaha bad ass skeleton. You rock Mr Skeleton. Yayyyyyah! :D

Psycho bitches.

2009-04-22T21:18:00.000-07:00

Why do i always have a really bad relationship with other people's girlfriend? Seriously.

maths.

2009-04-22T09:32:00.001-07:00

check out this site. www.morenewmath.com.

Mundane.

2009-04-22T08:24:00.000-07:00

This morning i woke up from a nightmare, what it's about, better keep it to myself. But damn, it makes me go loco til i realised it's just a dream, or somebody needs a real slapping, and i dnt mean it on the ass. Texted Mr Homo. He texted back. Bla bla. Watched Baby Love video cos it makes me feel good watching it in the morning, on my bed.

Went downstairs cos Human Footprints is on Nat Geo (thanks Mr All-Bones), watched it while texting and thinking about how hungry i am, saw a gazillion muffins on the table, but it's not for me, so i decided to eat the oh-so-famous instant Maggi Mee. When i'm almost done, and the water's boiling like hell, i realised i've forgetten to put in the brown flavour thing. Thank god, if not i'll be eating tasteless springy noodles. But it turned out that the maggi is tasteless after all.

I never thought you could actually screw up with something so simple as maggi. I can't figure it out at first, why the maggi's so tasteless. Than i remembered, i put the water more than half of the boiling pan (is that what you call it? i don't know, it's round, and made of steel?). So yeah, that's my breakfast :D i'm proud. But that doesn't make me love cooking anymore than before.

You enjoy reading about tasteless maggi, don't you? :)

Hilda and the pham decided to come over today. She and Adib went out with my mum to buy some more muffin stuff. I went up and had a chat with Beal, at long last. We had a blast talking about stuff, bitching and getting pissed off at random people :D

When my mum came back at 4, i haven't took my shower. So i took my shower, went downstairs, told my mum that my dad wants to meet up at Gloria Jean's Midvalley. We did more muffins and sandwiches at record time.

At around 9, me, my mum, Hilda and Adib went to Gloria Jean's Coffees. Met up with Ronnie and Bang Roslan there. Got a BAD brain freeze from the mango smoothie i ordered, went online using my bro's laptop, chat some more with Mr Alex Gay.

He's been hanging out at gay bars a lot lately (i'm suprised it didnt happen any sooner), and yeah, we'll go one day aite? I like how he put it:

Me: gtg. i'm at gloria jean's now. gonna go back.
Alex: euw. you're a lesbo?
Me: wtf?
Alex: you're in Gloria's Jean. You do lesbo fuck?

You're gay enough without being bitchy Alex. He's been obsessing with beyonce cos he claims that's what gays do (Britney and Madonna too). Dude, i'm just happy you moved to a higher level of gayness :)

Came back home, and here i am :D

To Khairin, dude, really, i wonder how fucking big your brain is. With a gpa of 3.93, you could even futher you studies on outer space. Like, go with the martians and study their language or something. People like you lived to annoy people like me, so people like you shouldn't exist. Go shoot your balls and bleed to death.

I'm menstruating very soon. Zits are popping on my face like lavas on the surface of planet Mars and that thing down south doesn't feel so good either.

I realised i got 2 free things in one month, which is pretty cool cos i dnt get a lot of free goodies. A movie ticket and a Clinique skincare set. Well, alongside the free services YOU give me. You cheap whore. And now you're cheering about how the male population doesnt need to give birth. You people just fuck, and leave it to us to suffer.

I'm tired.

"You could become my king"

Lv,
Shuck.

If You Seek Amy.

2009-04-21T08:17:00.000-07:00

Just got back from One Utama. Bought the belly stud. It has 3 playboy logos on it in multicolour, kinda. Got it for half of the normal price, so i got some money left from my paycheck. I hate it like that, cos i tend to spend everything if there's no budget plan. So i ended up using that money buying 2 earrings from this one kick ass new shop in one utama. It's Pink Evil something.

Watched He's Just Not That Into You for the one and a half time (the last time we watched it, we had to go out half way cos i gotta go work). One of the best movie ever, really. Like it really captures what's happening in the real world, kinda. But i think everybody can relate to at least one part of the movie.

Can't wait to try the new eyeliner.

Today was boring cos somebody played the zombie part, so to play along, you gotta be a zombie too, which is not so fun. But i guess that's how zombies have fun? :P

Tomorrow is muffin-making day.

And one quarter of chicken is actually enough to fill this growing tummy of mine :D

"Love me, Hate me, Say What You Want About Me"

Lv,
Shuck.

The post with the gazillion photos.

2009-04-20T07:58:00.000-07:00

Thank god! the internet is back on! yippeeee! :)

yes, i'm blogging at 6.30 in the morning.

I've tried to upload a couple of videos i found. Videos of the last day of school. Physics class at the cafe with Kevin on guitar while everybody else eating, except for Khairin, he was doing some physics work. NERD. haha But Blogger really took their damn time to upload a 45 secs vid. So wtv.

Anyway, This is my supervisor while working at Gloria Jean's Coffees. LINK. I know this guy! hahaha He's the most awesome barista, cos he can do super kick ass latte art, no kidding.

I'm gonna find a belly stud for my piercing tomorrow. I lost it while working a couple of weeks ago.

So yeah, i'll just post up some random pictures.

FYI, these are alll ancients pictures that i found in this dusty laptop :)

"Down Memory Lane"

Lv,
Shuck.

Me Love.

2009-04-19T21:45:00.000-07:00

It's so weird blogging from the cyber cafe. You have this paranoia of people looking at your computer screen all the time.

so anyway,

To people who's just so curious, one advice. Watch E! Channel. They're faster than my blog or anyone else :) You'll see pictures of me slipping in front of the grocery store. Yup.

FBBG stands for Fucking Black Bony Guy.

Beal!!! ney kitak?? :(

I heard the unis application result comes out today, but turns out it's coming out early may.

Tried looking for the video Baby Love by Nicole Scherzinger. But somehow, it's not on Youtube. Well, I couldnt find it. Anyway, that's the best video ever. Everything i want is in it. :D

BEALLLLLL! i miss you eyhhhhh! coba online.

Maxis is gay. GAY ASS MAXIS. I hate you.

Went to Gloria Jean's MidValley yesterday, and bumped into Bang Jep and the pham there.

AND my new songggg ----------------> like damn it. You can hear Sara Bareilles talking at the end. Euw.

I miss school.

"Composure"

Lv,
Shuck

Questions.

2009-04-18T22:44:00.000-07:00

Damn i'm such a confused bitch. I hate this feeling of uncertainty. I wish i know the ending, but then again, it'll be boring. Whatever, god knows what he's doing with my life.

Promise Ring by Tiffany Evans feat Ciara

2009-04-18T21:51:00.000-07:00

To the b – to the b – to the b – cuz I need
Everybody to the floor (why?)
Cuz this beat is sick (yeah?)
It’s time to rock (uh)
That’s what it is
Tiffany’s her name
Love is the game
And the only way to play
Is with this promise ring

Sometimes a girl needs to know that she’s
Appreciated for all the things she does
With some sorta token of love
Cuz without it her young heart won’t know (heart won’t know)
And right then to my surprise (he)
Pulled out a small velour box
Pink ribbon tied
I’m wondering what’s inside
He opened it and then he replied

He said I promise not to hurt you
I promise not to lie
I promise to befriend you and defend you with my life

I promise you forever
I promise you today (He said)
Would you wear my promise ring ( I said yes)

[Chorus]
If ya break ya promise we breakin up
Got a couple things that I want
Walks in the park and sweet things
If I rock your promise ring

I could be pretty young thing
You could become my king
I gotta know you got me
Yes, I’ll rock your promise ring

Yes, I’ll rock your promise, promise, promise ring
Yes, I’ll rock your promise
Yes, I’ll rock your promise ring

Yes, I’ll rock your promise, promise, promise ring
Yes, I’ll rock your promise
Yes, I’ll rock your promise ring

How in the world could a girl say no
I knew it the moment he made my finger glow
It was good to know I’m who he chose
It was your heart he felt now it shows (now it shows)

U know when u see me floss
No way it’s gon get lost
I’ll never take this off
I’m older and they call me by your name
I’ll wear it on a chain
Because I can hear you say

He said I promise not to hurt you
I promise not to lie
I promise to befriend you and defend you with my life

I promise you forever
I promise you today (He said)
Would you wear my promise ring ( I said yes)

If ya break ya promise we breakin up
Got a couple things that I want
Walks in the park and sweet things
If I rock your promise ring

I could be pretty young thing
You could become my king
I gotta know you got me
Yes, I’ll rock your promise ring

Yes, I’ll rock your promise, promise, promise ring
Yes, I’ll rock your promise
Yes, I’ll rock your promise ring

Yes, I’ll rock your promise, promise, promise ring
Yes, I’ll rock your promise
Yes, I’ll rock your promise ring

Everybody get up
And rock to this beat
My name is Tiffany
And y’all know me
All my girls with me
All the boys like me
Come correctly
With The Promise Ring
And u just might be my boo, my boo

Promise that you’ll never let me go and boy I’ll
Boy I’ll wear your promise ring
All you have to do is say the word and boy I’ll
Boy I’ll wear your promise ring

Just let me know
What I gotta do
Just let me know
You ain’t goin nowhere
I ain’t goin nowhere
I’ll be on for sho but you gotta know that

[Chorus]
If ya break ya promise we breakin up
Got a couple things that I want
Walks in the park and sweet things
If I rock your promise ring

I could be pretty young thing
You could become my king
I gotta know you got me
Yes, I’ll rock your promise ring

Yes, I’ll rock your promise, promise, promise ring
Yes, I’ll rock your promise
Yes, I’ll rock your promise ring

Yes, I’ll rock your promise, promise, promise ring
Yes, I’ll rock your promise
Yes, I’ll rock your promise ring

Homo World.

2009-04-17T11:23:00.000-07:00

This gay dude

looks like this gay dude.

and this lovely dude

looks A LOT like someone i know. hahaha

"Double Trouble"

Lv,
Shuck.

LALA.

2009-04-16T07:53:00.000-07:00

I realised that my blog has turned into a hate blog. Sorry for all the people that was hurt. I love you people. Make love, not war :D

Miss Totcy Love.

2009-04-15T21:33:00.000-07:00

Totcy,

Sorry emarek sekpat chat gilak. Kamek ada hal lam phone :P Mok chat kinektok tapi mesti kitak lom bgn kali. Apa offline. haha I just wanna say, I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!! Rindu kedak apa kedak eyh. Harap harap mimpi kitak ya jadi betul soon la. Haha Pa cerita oyyyy? Emarek boleh padah satu cerita jak. Oy, coba dtg sitok shopping. Barang nok di bazaar indah eyh, murah murah. Haha Sempat lagik. Kay la, kirim salam ngan sidak Gold Jade. LOVE YA TOTCYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!

"Gimme Your Totcy Love"

Lv,
Shuck

GIRL.

2009-04-15T21:28:00.000-07:00

"she wishes she's you"

:D :D :D REPEAT REPEAT REPEAT!

My life, in every aspects, has nothing to do with you :) It's non of your fucking business. I hope i won't end up as one of your stalking victims. But i like you, you're a nice gal. :D

Does that makes sense?

"Love Sex Magic"

Lv,
Shuck

Ancient.

2009-04-15T05:44:00.000-07:00

For my first paycheck, i bought this book from Border's. The book that i read half way already since last year at that particular row in Border's that says 'History' :D It's Epigrams By Martial. It's The Modern Library Classics Edition. There's the translation and also the original epigram.

I know i know, nerdy. First paycheck, and you invest in an ancient roman literature book, you must think. Well, fuck a cow. I love it. So what?

It's a deep book. Here's one :D

'We all know Galla's services as a whore
Cost two gold bits; throw in a couple more
And you get the fancy extras too. Why, then,
Does your bill, Aeschylus, amount to ten?
She sucks off for far less than that. What is it
You pay her for? Silence after your visit.'

P/S: Some people read my blog but didn't wanna admit it. What's the big deal? I don't care if you do or don't. I just blog for myself, cos i love reading my own rants :D

"Take Me Out"

Lv,
Shuck.

Dreams.

2009-04-15T05:15:00.000-07:00

Today was just so amazing :) It's just a simple day, but i guess when you spent it with the person you really love, it will turn out as an amazing day.

Had breakfast, went to do some window shopping, went to the driving range because somebody needs to HIT BALLS WITH THE STICK ;), went for a late lunch, went back home, did some of the chores (cos i ain't got no maid no more), and here i am :)

And i wanna have today everyday, please? But then again, it'll be boring to be spending everyday with a faggot.

And my future, i want it to be EXACTLY like you said. The apartment and all. You make me go all high school dreaming now. Haha Go get a good job besides whoring around you fag!

Damn, this is so weird. I'm only blogging about the same person.

Oh well.

Anyway, Onch from Paris Hilton's My New BFF is cool. Although people get mistaken that it's a she instead of a he.

And i just catch up a lil bit of the new season of 90210. At last. Star World keep on repeating the same episode forever. I know, it's 'cooler' to download. Sorry, i rather wait than to get my computer crashed again.

"Ever After"

Lv,
Shuck.

seven.

2009-04-14T11:31:00.000-07:00

7 posts in one day! yay! i'm awesome!

yeah, night night.

Untitled.

2009-04-14T11:07:00.000-07:00

I'll be eating pizzazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz tomorrow! yum yum! :D

You can tell i'm bored.

Oh, i just did some online shoppin'. Check out roxstastudio.com.

WAKE UP MR GAYMANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!! Damn, you can sleep like a log. Grr.

BEAL I MISSSSS YOUUUUUUUUUU!!!! :( sekpa, hug me through the phone jak. i need it. hahaha

ooooooooooo, let's do some post about hottiessssssss! yummmm. ;)

google's taking too long to load. hmph.

What a girl gotta do at 2am in the morning? 2.16am to be precise.

Waking up everyday not having a plan is pretty boring. Then you'll just waste your time doing useless stuff.

I miss school. It's so full of laughter, i just realised.

But wtv, imma outta school bitchessssssss! hell yeah! haha

darn.

Kiss Me Through The Phone is playing. Like, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! (soulja boy style)

oh yeah, i read this one article thang on fb that says there will be a serious earthquake hitting malaysia on the 22ND OF JULY! WHICH IS LIKE, MY BIRTHDAY! but wtv. I'm not planning anything, anyway. People will plan in it for me without me knowing *hint*coughs* Just avoid the beaches people. Especially the ones on the Borneo side.

And caffe latte and cappucino is the same darn thang (well it's just the foam that's different). Is it just me or is this the best kept secret ever? Thank god i worked at a coffee shop.

Boredom.

I can't sleep. Although i feel tempted to call somebody, i know i wouldnt be entertained, so wtv. I mean, if you have 3 different wet dreams every sleeping hour, why would you answer calls? it makes sense.

Yeah, better go to sleep.

Ciao Amigos.

My Friend Ah Singh.

2009-04-14T10:53:00.001-07:00

This is not racism or anything like that. Just a lil bit of humour for us malaysians :) It made me literally roll on the floor laughing. P/S: Squint your eyes or click on it.

Worth The Wait by Jordin Sparks.

2009-04-14T09:06:00.000-07:00

Ooh
I feel what I've been feeling for you
Means I am falling for you
Something's opened up inside of me
And I dream
In shades that only can be
The colors of you and me
I think we both know what that means
I stand inside this promise I made to myself
That I was meant for you

If I fall
If I break
If I lose myself in someone
If I give all I am it'll be with you
When I'm ready to take
All that you want me to give
It will be worth the wait
Worth the wait
It will be worth the wait

My heart
I wanna save it for you
Don't want it broken into pieces
I need myself to reverse
And could we just sit and talk a while
Just wanna see you smile
Feel your sunlight
Shining over me

If I fall
If I break
If I lose myself in someone
If I give all I am it'll be with you
When I'm ready to take
All that you want me to give
It will be worth the wait
Worth the wait

Worth all the long nights dreaming of forever
Someday we will be together
I know it will have been so worth the wait
Ooh
Please wait for me

If I fall
If I break
If I lose myself in someone
If I give all I am it'll be with you
When I'm ready to take
All that you want me to give
It will be worth the wait
Worth the wait
It will have been so worth the wait, yeah
I will be worth the wait

midnight blues.

2009-04-14T08:39:00.000-07:00

I'm sick of people telling me that it's wrong and nothing's gonna work out and bullshit like that. I KNOW DAMN WELL what i'm getting myself into. If it's gonna turn out bad, then be it. And lemme be the first to say, you people told me so. But if it works out my way, i ain't gonna say nothing. Especially MR Y.O.U. Like i know you're trying to talk me outta it, but please, lemme make my own mistake. I have a long road ahead of me, i still have a hell lot of time to make mistakes and learn from it. So, thanks for your concern, but leave me to it, aite?

ANYWAY,

I just got back from Gloria Jean's Midvalley. Just hang out with the pham there for a while. It's nice to be kinda together, it's been quite a while since everybody's so busy.

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MC! :D

And some random fyi, i'm on Chris Brown's side 100%. Riri can go fuck retarded cows :D

"Your Body Is A WONDERLAND"

Lv,
Shuck.

About us.

2009-04-13T20:22:00.000-07:00

When you know you got the love, just keep it between the two of you and make it special. Nobody has to know nothing.

And it's weird that some go slutting around when you already got a somebody by your side. I really don't get that one.

That's just some random stuff :D

Anyway, my room is so messy i can barely walk. It takes up a whole lot of energy to walk through the pile of clothes, bag, mags etc. I don't know why i don't clean it when i know i should. Probably one of these days i gotta make myself extra hyper and clean it like DASSSHHHHHH.

"From Now On"

Lv,
Shuck.

It's mine.

2009-04-13T19:14:00.000-07:00

It's almost 3 months since my last blog. But now i'm back baby!!!!! and imma hit it hit it like you can't miss :D

So here goes my crap.

1. I'm not single anymore. Am i? I don't know, It's complicated. haha Let's just say, we're dating now, and so we will be the next 6, 7 years. Our next step will be planning the colours of the roses for our wedding day :) (sounds so high school, no?) haha

2. I quit my job at Gloria Jean's Coffees. Figured i need sometime before entering the uni life. And also, working suck. Sleeping the whole day rocks.

So now, i'm back being a jobless lazy ass just sleeping and eating and shitting and making myself fatter at home :) yay!

But from working, i've learnt soooo many things that i couldn't have learnt if i decided to just sit at home and be a lazy ass. It's like they pay me to learn about life (it's like the total opposite of school). And i've met many different people too. So yeah, i'm glad and proud that i actually worked.

3. I'm planning a trip with Mr. Gayman (so he will be known to the world). A trip to redang that is. How romantic :D Walking under the moonlight, strolling along the beach and do what people in love do? hahaha. That probably wouldn't happen, both of us knows why.

4. I still don't know where i'll be heading education wise. The result for the application will come out somewhere around may. *Fingers crossed*

5. So i guess that's about it :)

"You're Worth The Wait"

Lv,
Shuck.

gone.

2009-03-16T21:39:00.000-07:00

THIS BLOG IS TEMPORARILY TERMINATED :)

until i feel like blogging again.

Lv,
Shuck.

Baby weezyyyy.

2009-02-20T06:54:00.000-08:00

I'll be Mrs. Wayne soon :)

Crispy lil gayman.

2009-02-20T06:43:00.000-08:00

Since Crisp's 20th birthday is coming up in an hour time, i decided to do a post about that gayman.

To that gay llama who only lives to eat and who has always been by my side,

Thank you & Happy Birthday.

Hope you'll get to wipe your ass with a 100$ bill one day.

Hope you'll turn gay, very soon.

Hope you'll find yourself a cougar, like you always wanted.

But most of all,

I just hope we'll be friends as long as forever.

Lv,
Shuck

Quick update.

2009-02-20T06:37:00.000-08:00

1. I'm working at Gloria Jean's Coffees in The Curve. So drop by if you're in the area, cos i'll be treating you to a crappy beverage :)

2. I'll be having a trip to Sarawak with Tyra and Crisp.

3. SPM result is out in 3 weeks time.

4. I tried, but i failed to use the tampons.

5. Why is everyone breaking up nowadays? Where's the love? :P

6. Nothing else.

7.fin.

"I'll let you in where noone else goes"

Lv,
Shuck.

Bealberries.

2009-02-20T06:34:00.000-08:00

To my Beal,

Long Distance by Brandy.

Today and Tomorrow.

2009-02-05T19:17:00.000-08:00

I don't know where to start.

So people has been obsessing about this thing on Facebook called 25 where you have to post 25 random things about yourself, and this is mine.

1. I'm single and loving it.
2. I talk very loud, and fast, as some would say.
3. I love the colour gold.
4. I'm not good at playing cards.
5. I suck in geography.
6. I eat just for the sake of survival.
7. I hate cheating boyfriends.
8. I think Britney spears is a legend in her own right.
9. Power Rangers are very kinky.
10. So is Barney.
11. I hate nerds cos they care too much, not cos they're smart.
12. I secretly wanna be a nerd.
13. I hate almost all of my teachers.
14. I hate rempits.
15. I hate racist people.
16. I'm bored with the same damn thing in Malaysia.
17. I don't drink nor smoke.
18. I'm into gay guys.
19. I think i'm smart.
20. Most people think i'm dumb.
21. I wanna be super rich.
22. I'm gonna be a brain surgeon.
23. I swear A LOT.
24. I wanna die before my mum cos i can't live without her.
25. I hate famous people. I'm a hater :)

Don't watch Inkheart, it's stupid. At least i think so. Not my kinda movie. Narnia's more like it :D

So, i got my license yesterdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!! :D I'm the most awesomest person in the world for taking the test only once and passed it. :D Now, i can legally drive like a madwoman :D

Guess what happened today?

I SHIT IN MY PANTS, LITERALLY.

Blame the organic wheatgrass thing. I pooped out this green (note, GREEN.) fluid thing after a few seconds taking that bloody thing.

Now, my maid's resume will include 'Has experience cleaning up an 18 year old's green poop'.

Me and Min Yan has something in common now, we have green poop! :D

Wheatgrass was supposed to be 'the thing' for detoxification (Eating grass to shit.) but i didn't expect them to get all hyped up in my intestine and work miracle.

Probably cos i took Apple Cider Vinegar right before taking in the Wheatgrass. This is exactly why i need to become a doctor. That is, to educate myself about not mixing up supplements like that.

Anyway, next topic. So i applied for the foundations in the local universities. We get to have 8 choices. And these are the places i chose to go, and hopefully got accepted to.

1. Universiti Malaya - Asasi Sains Hayat (Life Science Foundation)

2. Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia - Asasi Perubatan (Medical Foundation)

3. Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia - Asasi Sains Hayat (Life Science Foundation)

4. Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia - Asasi Sains Kesihatan Bersekutu (I don't know what the hell this is. I just applied for it.)

5. Universiti Malaya - Asasi Sains Fizikal (Physical Science Foundation)

6. Universiti Islam Antarabangsa - Asasi Sains Fizikal (Physical Science Foundation)

7. Universiti Islam Antarabangsa - Asasi Undang-Undang (Law Foundation)

8. Universiti Teknologi Mara - Asasi Sains (Science Foundation)

It probably look like i'm dying to go to UIAM. But no, I'M DYING TO GO TO THE UM!!! PLEASEEEEEE!!!!!

It's just that UIAM offers more courses. And UiTM, that's just to fill up the 8th spot. I don't know what else to put.

To Najwa and Crisp. Imma hold ya down.

"Lover To Me, My Baby"

Lv,
Shuck.

India.

2009-01-31T01:47:00.000-08:00

These are the pictures from Najwa's party. CLICK HERE IF YOU'RE GAY :)

Most honest lyrics ever.

Video by India Arie.

Sometimes I shave my legs and sometimes I don't
Sometimes I comb my hair and sometimes I won't
Depend on how the wind blows I might even paint my toes
It really just depends on whatever feels good in my soul

I'm not the average girl from your video
and I ain't built like a supermodel
But, I learned to love myself unconditionally
Because I am a queen
I'm not the average girl from your video
My worth is not determined by the price of my clothes
No matter what I'm wearing I will always be the india arie

When I look in the mirror and the only one there is me
Every freckle on my face is where it's supposed to be
And I know our creator didn't make no mistakes on me
My feet, my thighs, my lips, my eyes; I'm lovin' what I see

I'm not the average girl from your video
and I ain't built like a supermodel
But, I learned to love myself unconditionally
Because I am a queen
I'm not the average girl from your video
My worth is not determined by the price of my clothes
No matter what I'm wearing I will always be the
india arie

Am I less of a lady if I don't wear pantyhose?
My mama said a lady ain't what she wears but, what she knows
But, I've drawn a conclusion, it's all an illusion, confusion's the name of the
game
A misconception, a vast deception
Something's gotta change
but,Don't be offended this is all my opinion
ain't nothing that I'm sayin law
This is a true confession of a life learned lesson I was sent here to share with
y'all
So get in where you fit in go on and shine
Clear your mind, now's the time
Put your salt on the shelf
Go on and love yourself
'Cuz everything's gonna be all right

I'm not the average girl from your video
and I ain't built like a supermodel
But, I Learned to love myself unconditionally
Because I am a queen
I'm not the average girl from your video
My worth is not determined by the price of my clothes
No matter what I'm wearing I will always be the india arie

Keep your fancy drinks and your expensive minks
I don't need that to have a good time
Keep your expensive car and your caviar
All I need is my guitar
Keep your Kristal and your pistol
I'd rather have a pretty piece of crystal
Don't need your silicone I prefer my own
What God gave me is just fine

"'Cos Your Body Spells Sexy"

Lv,
Shuck.

Survvvvv.

2009-01-31T00:09:00.000-08:00

Whats your name?
Nur Syakirin binti Abdul Rosik

When is your birthday?
22nd July 1991

What did you do on your birthday last year?
Dinner with the pham.

What about this year?
I'm too lazy to be planning anything 6 months prior, unlike before.

How do you relax?
Close and clear my mind. Which equals to sleeping.

Whats your favorite book?
Angels and Demons by Dan Brown.

Who was the last person to text you?
Tyra.

What about call you?
Najwa, after the party last night.

Who was your last ex?
Fendi.

Why did you split?
I just figured he will be a better ex boyfriend than a boyfriend. Which is true.

Have you ever been drunk?
nope nope.

What did you wear last halloween?
Well, i didn't get the costumes, but i was sailormooooooooooon! :)

When did you last cry?
The last time that i remember is during when i messed up my spm bio papers.

Are your parents still together?
Yes.

Who did you last argue with?
I'm a lover, not a hater.

What time did you go to bed last night?
5 am.

Who is your best friend?
Myself. and Najwa.

Do you bite your nails?
gross.

What about toe nails?
I'm not kidding, khairin does.

Whats your worst habits?
Swearing.

What are your hobbies?
Dressing up and hanging out. If that is sonsidered as hobbies.

Have you ever watched the sun set?
Yessssssssssssssssss. in parie'.

Where did last vacation to?
Melaka? :P

Whats your hair color?
brown brown brown.

What are you wearing?
Pj's.

Do you wear makeup?
Yes.

Where do you work?
most of the times, in my dreams. Where i work as a doctor and every career options available on planet earth.

Do you get hayfever?
What?

What music are you into?
Black music.

Have you ever been out with your best friend's ex?
I wouldn't want to.

Ever snuck out of your house?
I never really have to. So no.

What did you do today?
Woke up at 1pm, send Tyra to One Utama, go back home, and go online right away. It's 4.30 and i haven't eat nor took my shower.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Going to Seremban very early in the morning for Khairiel's wedding.

Whats the last thing you ate?
probably pizza and some fried chickens about 24 hours ago or more.

Are you a forgiving person?
Yes, but i never forget.

Are you mad at anyone right now?
Nope.

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
no no no.

Ever had a garage sale?
I want to.

How do you feel right now?
Tired and hungry.

Whats the strangest thing you have done?
Can't think of any now.

What is/was your school like?
My school is just so messed up. Why? You have to be either really really smart (kian yuan, hui xian etc) or you have to be really really dumb (amanda and amanda only) to get in. But on top of it all, you gotta have lotsa dough, to pay the cafe people. They charged people like crazy for the foods.

Describe your best friend?
She's the girly one.

When did you last smile and why?
This is a weird question but i'm half way through, so what the hell. Errr, i guess last night when i told my sister i can't stop smiling because of my muscles. haha But we both know what triggers it.

Have you ever cheated in a test?
Not that i remeber, but i think i have.

Are you scared of falling in love?
Kinda. It's a scary thing. It turned you into an ugly beast, literally. You'll be so messed up that you'll be slacking.

Have you ever felt replaced?
Of course.

Do you trust your friends?
Yes, they maybe a bunch of bitches, but i do trust them.

Do you like coffee?
Depends.

Have you had kids?
I wanttttttttttttttttt!

If not, do you want them?
DUH.

Are you brainy?
VERY :D

What was the last film you watched?
School for Scoundrels at Pam's kick ass in-house cinema.

Whats the time?
4.36pm.

How old are you going to be in 7 months?
18 years and 1 month old.

When did you last see your mum?
An hour ago before she went out.

Your dad?
Yesterday for a few minutes. We live in the same house, but we don't really see each other. He works, i sleep. I work, he sleeps.

Do you smile often?
Yes.

Do you collect anything?
Yes.

If so , what?
Movie Tickets.

Can you remember your dreams?
Some times.

Do they come true?
Metaphorically, yes.

Who would you kill right now if you could?
She who i cannot mention in favour of the beloved ones. And probably Fendi for making my life complicated, but he's a nice guy, aren't ya? :) And probably, everyone in the Israeli army. Ohhhhh, my driving instructor. That's about it i think.

Where were you 4 hours ago?
On my way back from dropping Tyra at One Utama.

What was the last thing you ate?
Didn't i answer this already?

What song describes your life right now?
One Step At A Time by Jordin Sparks and You Gotta Be by Desree and also Video by India Arie. So it's alllllll good now :)

Whats your biggest regret?
I grew up too fast.

Whats your body type?
I think, voluptuous.

Do you have any scars?
Oh yesssssssssssssssssss.

What from?
From the snatch thieves case, i still have those.

What pets do you have?
I hate animals, sorry.

Who is your hero?
Batman. and probably Superman if he doesn't wear such a queer outfit.

Do you like micheal jackson?
YES. He ain't no psycho but a legend.

Where do you get your music from?
My sister's laptop, and i think she got it from BitComet.

Whats your favorite shop?
I don't have a favourite one, but i like things classy and different.

Your most recent lie:
'I'm heading home' to my dad.

A lie you tell yourself:
'He's gross' and he's fine.

Something you have stolen that was not worth the risk:
I never stole anything in my life. Seriously.

A friend who makes you laugh often:
Crisp.

You are embarrassed when you:
I think if i look real good and i fall down or farted accidentally. haha

The memory that still makes you laugh:
Sri KDU moments.

How you picture the end of the world:
UFOs and tsunamis.

If reincarnation does exist, you would like to come back as :
Mariah Carey with my family as my family and my friends as my friends.

7 people that you would like to see take this:
George Clooney.
Brad Pitt.
Johnny Depp.
Hugh Jackman.
Heath Ledger, but that won't happened.
J Holiday.
Akon.

"Quizzical"

Lv,
Shuck

Gimme more.

2009-01-27T02:21:00.000-08:00

I'm not being big headed and snobby, i'm just being realistic. I might be shallow, but you're too fake to admit that it's true.

everyone wants to upgrade their life, no matter how bloody rich you are, aren't we all?

you are just so damn gay.

2009-01-27T02:06:00.000-08:00

Seriously, if i ever end up with you, i would end up on the street. So go take your gay ass back to your girlfriend.

I hope both of you will not get STDs from the amount of fuckings you guys did.

I want money and love, not just love, love.

"It's always sunny in a rich man's world"

Lv,
Shuck.

This is Islam.

2009-01-27T00:52:00.001-08:00

This is Islam - Mustaqim Sahir.

People of the world
Do you know the truth about Islam?
Or do you think it's about Bombing planes and killing innocent people?
Forget about the lies
I am here to tell you how it really is
You deserve to know the truth
About this beautiful way of life
People of the world
Islam is all about peace
Terrorism it doesn't teach
Its all about love and family and charity
And praying to one God
This is Islam
It's something you should know
I know it's really helped me grow
It does away with greed, filth, arrogance
And teaches us morality
A perfect way to live
So don't believe all you see and hear
Too many people wear a title of a Muslim
But they don't practice Islam
People of the world
Islam is all about peace
Terrorism it doesn't teach
Its all about love and family and charity And praying to one God
This is Islam
And it teaches us the creator's made this life for us a test
And if we follow truth and do good deeds,
He'll reward us in the Next
If we remember God & teach each other the truth and patience in His way
Together we can live in peace
This is Islam

First of all, people who judge other religions are just beyond shallow, but if you really have to judge Islam, don't judge it from what muslims does. You will not find a perfect muslim in the present day. So, if you really wanna know what Islam is all about, read the contents of the Al-Quran, for it dates way back from Prophet Muhammad's time.

Lv,
Shuck.

Gaza.

2009-01-26T22:49:00.000-08:00

Obama's inaugaration might cost more than the amount of money it might take to stop the Gaza war. I do believe his 'change' promises at first, but then again, politicians are politicians. First thing we should tell a martian, should they ever land on earth, is not to believe politicians. And kill them once they start to spit bulls on your face, American or not. Imagine a group of Americans having smelly underwears. And you asked them to change it. And then, they'll change it among themselves, which obviously will not get rid of the bad smell. Imagine the presidents are the underwear, and the war as the bad smell. Americans, or at least the presidents, seems like they're supporting the violation of humans' rights. You should be ashamed to be supporting the killings of your own kind, regardless of any religion or skin colour.

Look into my eyes - The Outlandish.

"Look into my eyes
Tell me what you see
You don't see a damn thing
'cause you can't relate to me
You're blinded by our differences
My life makes no sense to you
I'm the persecuted one
You're the red, white and blue

Each day you wake in tranquility
No fears to cross your eyes
Each day I wake in gratitude
Thanking God He let me rise
You worry about your education
And the bills you have to pay
I worry about my vulnerable life
And if I'll survive another day
Your biggest fear is getting a ticket
As you cruise your Cadillac
My fear is that the tank that has just left
Will turn around and come back

Yet, do you know the truth of where your money goes?
Do you let the media deceive your mind?
Is this a truth nobody, nobody, nobody knows?
Someone tell me ...

Ooohh, let's not cry tonight
I promise you one day it's through
Ohh my brothers, Ohh my sisters
Ooohh, shine a light for every soul that ain't with us no more
Ohh my brothers, Ohh my sisters

See I've known terror for quite some time
57 years so cruel
Terror breathes the air I breathe
It's the checkpoint on my way to school
Terror is the robbery of my land
And the torture of my mother
The imprisonment of my innocent father
The bullet in my baby brother
The bulldozers and the tanks
The gases and the guns
The bombs that fall outside my door
All due to your funds
You blame me for defending myself
Against the ways of my enemies
I'm terrorized in my own land (what)
And I'm the terrorist?

American , do you realize that the taxes that you pay
Feed the forces that traumatize my every living day
So if I won't be here tomorrow
It's written in my fate
May the future bring a brighter day
The end of our wait"

Spread Love.

Lv,
Shuck.

Pop quiz.

2009-01-22T19:56:00.000-08:00

So, my PC broke down again, i think it's more than the 10th time it did. Blame 90210. I was trying to download that stupid TV series when trojan start pouring in and crashing my PC. Drama is not good for your health, and your computer's too.

"The brave may not live very long, but the cautious never live at all" - The Princess Diaries.

That's a very good quote, and i bet it helps before you do a bungee jumping. But it does encourage me to complain a lot more to the authorities about the bad services i receive. :D

So anyway, i did this 'do-you-know-me-well' quiz, where i ask people about moi. There were 15 questions in total, and i ask the people closest to me.

T: Tyra, aka the big sister. In My Room.
N: Najwa, aka the bestie. On The Phone.
M: Mum, aka the mum, duh. Mamak Stall.
B: Beal, aka the cousie. On The Phone.
F: Fendi, aka the ex boyfriend. On The Phone.
C: Crisp, aka the gay partner. (no, no, he's straight.)

1. My Favourite Cartoon.

T: Madeline.
N: Barney.
M: The Powerpuff Girls.
B: Spongebob Squarepants.
F: Totally Spies.

The Real Deal: SPONGEBOB. I can't believe only Beal got it right. But i like all the things stated above except for madeline, i hate her, she's gay.

2. My Favourite Food.

T: Cheese Burger.
N: Nasi Briyani.
M: Fried Kuey Teow.
B: Pasta.
F: Nasi Briyani.

The Real Deal: Although two of them answered Nasi Briyani, but that's not my all time favourite food. The most correct would be cheese burger and pasta.

3. My Favourite Hangout Place.

T: Hartamas.
N: Hartamas.
M: Hartamas.
B: Hartamas.
F: Oldtown Kopitiam.

The Real Deal: Couldn't be more obvious, could it? These people really know me. Haha But then again, i only go to hartamas because there's nowhere else to go in amazing Malaysia. Oldtown use to be my favourite breakfast spot before school.

4. My Favourite TV Series.

T: 90210.
N: 90210.
M:90210.
B: Friends.
F: Prison Break.

The Real Deal: Fendi's answer couldn't be more ridiculous. I don't even know anything about Prison Break. I love 90210 and Friendssssssssssssssssssssssss! :D

5. My Favourite Ex Boyfriend.

T: Fendi.
N: Fendi.
M: Fendi.
B: Fendi.
F: Fendi.

The Real Deal: This people actually agreed on something. Haha I don't have a favourite one, they're all different. But probably because it was the longest relationship i had.

6. One Place I'm Dying To Go To.

T: India
N: Rome.
M: Rome.
B: Rome.
F: Mecca.

The Real Deal: Rome, and Rome only.

7. My Role Model.

T: Tyra.
N: Tyra.
M: Daddie.
B: Family.
F: Daddie.

Answer: Generally, it's the whole family. My mum actually wanted to say Obama :P

8. The Hottest Female Celebrity Through My Retina.

T: Kim Kardashian.
N: Nicole Scherzinger.
M: Kimore Lee Simmons.
B: Aishwarya Rai.
F: Beyonce.

The Real Deal: Definitely Kim Kardashian. Then, Kimora followed by Nicole and Beyonce. I never liked Aishwarya Rai though.

9. The Hottest Male Celebrity Through My Retina.

T: Wentworth Miller.
N: Fernando Alonso.
M: Jehan Miskin.
B: Fernando Alonso.
F: Chris Daughtry.

The Real Deal: Not even one of them are close to the answer. It's the likes of Johnny Depp, George Clooney, Cillian Murphy, Rafel Nadal and almost all of them rappers.. (There's too many of them.) So dissapointing. :P

10. My Favourite Colour.

T: Brown.
N: Gold.
M: Black.
B: Purple.
F: White.

The Real Deal: I love Gold. :) and a lil bit of Black. And Purple. But i don't like Brown.

11. My ambition.

T: Designer.
N: Doctor.
M: Brain Surgeon.
B: Historian.
F: Doctor.

The Real Deal: My mum's answer was given after a much hinted clues. But she was correct at first anyway. So brain surgeon and doctors are accpeted. So are Designer and Historian, because that's what i wanna do if there were no pressure from the big boss aka the parents.

12. My Favourite Website.

T: naughtydotcy.blogspot.com.
N: Facebook.
M:Facebook.
B: Facebook.
F: Facebook.

The Real Deal: Obviously, all is true. But i only go to facebook because without it, there would be nowhere to go on the net. But my Facebook is ancient. It's one big bitch.

13. My Favourite Shopping Mall.

T: One Utama.
N: One Utama.
M: One Utama.
B: One Utama.
F: Midvalley Megamall.

The Real Deal: One Utama is the nearest shopping mall to my house, enough said. And I hate going to Midvalley. Except for the times when i wanna hang out at Gloria Jean's.

14. People I Would Die For.

T: Mummie.
N: Najwa.
M: Family.
B: Tyra.
F: My Parents.

The Real Deal: Certainly, all is true.

15. Favourite Piece Of Clothing.

T: Shorts.
N: Shorts.
M: Shorts.
B: Shorts.
F: Shorts.

The Real Deal: Told you this people knows me the best. Haha

When you see these people giving their own name as the answer, it's not a typo. This is a bunch of vain people.

When i finished asking my mum, she asked me for a prize. When i told her there was none, she said there should be. Mumsy, it's just a quiz :)

But i be wishing my strawberry kisses would fly through the wind from me to all of you :)

"Live Your Life"

Lv,
Shuck.

Rosie Trump and Donald O Donnell.

2009-01-12T07:07:00.000-08:00

We all know that Rosie O Donnell and Donald Trump is not too keen on each other. And honestly, I'm 100% behind Donald in this one. Rosie is such a loserrrrr.

1. Rosie has no reason whatsoever to attack Donald Trump. She just do it because she's insecure and talking bad about a powerful figure makes her feel good and powerful because obviously, she doesn't always feel that way.

2. Rosie attack Donald about his physical looks. I mean, look who's talking.

3. Rosie's a fat bitch. It's not like i have anything against fat people, but if it's okay for Rosie to talk bad about other people's physique, why can't we? She looks like Michelin tyres, that woman. And she doesn't have any sense of style.

4. Donald Trump's right. She do talks like a truck driver, on crack.

5. Rosie's slamming someone who makes way moreeeeeee money that she does.

6. She reminds me of fat toad.

7. She tries to be mean, Simon Cowell style, but she fails miserably.

8. People just hates her.

9. She just wants all the attention but she has ran out of idea. One day she woke up, and thinks, " Oh, i'll make fun of Donald trump today. Maybe the whole world would laugh along with me."

Here's the videos of them feuding.

Round 1 - Rosie's first hit. Look at the way she said, 'Miss USA, such a prestigious title' at 1.21s. It's sooo obvious she's a loser. The only reason she said that is because she knows she would never get a beauty title. So she goes like, ' oh, beauty queen is so not cool. I don't want the title'. I bet if she looks like Donald's wife, she would be dying for it. Her hair looks like Puss in Boots after she did Donald's hair. Such a loser.

Donald's hit. I love him, enough said. Another Donald hit.

Round 2- Rosie's response. You can see it clearly that she's scared. That's why she changed the topic. And when Barbara asked her to do the Donald hair, she doesn't want to do it. She probably couldn't pay the lawyer.

Donald hit back on Larry King Live. He said it perfectly.

Round 3 - The loser hit back on her blog, without mentioning Donald's name for fear of getting sued.

Donald hit back.

In the end, Rosie shut up, like she should a long time ago. And Mr Trump won. :)

I never liked her, I think she's kinda gross.

nanny, i love.

2009-01-12T05:40:00.000-08:00

I'm officially hooked by this show. It's sooooo funnnnyyyyyy!!!! I love Fran drescher. I love the costumes. I love the humour. I love the storyline. I love everything about it. Crispo Izzo got me to watch it. He always said the nanny reminds him of me. The hair, the laugh and stuff. And i thought it was kinda lame before that. But now I know :D

These are the links for the finale.

Finale part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5. and Fran's finale speech.

Stuffs.

2009-01-11T04:06:00.000-08:00

"I don't know about your dictionary, but in my dictionary, goofing around means two good friends who cares about each other very much, had an amazing sex and just wanna spend a lil bit more time with each other" - Chandler, Friends.

1. SO addicted to Friendssssssssssssssss. I know i'm 10 years too late, but wtv.

2. Got a new carrrrr! Well, i share it with Tyra, but still, it's half mine. Actually, it's more like a quarter mine, cos it's kinda like her bday pressie from daddie. Mine, nonetheless. It's a Honda City. The 2nd one in the pham, first one being my sister's.

3. Soooooo addicted to Wake up call by Hayden Panettiere and Us Against The World by Christina Millian.

4. I think Amanda should trademark the word FuckityFuck. Same goes with MinYan with Awesomosity. It's soo original.

5. This McDonald Ad couldn't be more Japanese. Here's another one.

6. Watched Hitch and License To Wed today. The Umpthteen time for the latter.

7. I think Miley is trying to copy Wacko Jacko's Thriller with Fly On The Wall. Just change the zombie to paps. It's not bad.

8. I wanna start my own cult, which i will name 'Virginology'. It's something like Scientology, but it's not that religious. We'll just make fun of non virgins :)

9. I'll be taking neurology. Meaning i'll be cutting people's head in about 15- 2o years time.

10. I still haven't got the plant i've always wanted.

11. I am broke. So does most of my friends. And i wonder why. Apart from the fact that MPH conned me.

12. 98% of my friends has started college. and 97.9% of them are studying overseas. 0.1% for the possibilties of someone got left behind by their plane.

13. I would have to wait for my SPM result before i can start applying for goverment based foundation. And i'm need of a goverment scholarship.

14. I'm boycotting american brands such as McDonald's, KFC, Coke, Burger Kings, Carl's Jr etc etc. I'm not paying the tax for my own sisters' and brothers' death in Gaza. Here's the full list of the Jewish brands. This is a bad timing though, since KFC just launch the Zinger Tower Burger and i haven't tried it. But wtv, there's always Ramlee Burger. haha

15. I won a lucky draw at Celebrity Fitness Bangsar and I got a Phillips MP3 player for freeeeeee! It's not exactly an iPod, but it's almost the same, in fact smaller and more japanese looking. Good timing though, cos my iPod is cacat-ed already. This is how it looks like. All I had to do, was listen to the music using three different earphones, and pick which is the best, write it on a form and they randomly picked the winner. For someone who NEVER won anything in her life, this is a HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE deal.

16. For those who haven't got their driving license, DON'T go to Metro Driving Academy. It's 100% malay-swearing malays. I had a small fight with one of the instructor the other day. He was so damn disrespectful! ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL of them are a horny married bunch who would fcuk a retarded cow for sex. I'm dead serious. On the way back, one ENCIK ATIB guy drove some of us home, and he can't stop talking about sex and girls, which is very gross for someone with a super big belly, very very dark and sweaty, married, and doesn't have a good job. This is one of the example.

a.Amir: Abang ni dah kahwin ke?
The Bastard: Kat rumah aku dah kahwin la, tapi kat sini (the driving school) aku bujang.

Trust me, he said much worse things than that. When he was about to drop me off, i asked for his name, and he thought i wanna get to know him. He was like, 'tak pe, panggil saya atib je' with that grossss tone. honey, i rather fcuk a rare pink ant than see your face again.

17. People's obsession with sports sometimes freak me out, but i've been there, with formula one.

18. I just did an online complaint to the Ministry of Consumers Affair about a bunch of people in hartamas who charged people for public parking space. They charged RM10 for weekends. They might as well sell their butt.

19. I'm going to do some voluntary work while taking my driving license. I'm still browsing for organisations. Need my help? Call 1-800-syakirin-so-cool.

20. I LOVE RUSSELL BRAND.

21. I want LG Cookie.

22. I need to start working.

23. I want an exotic pet bird.

24. I want to climb Mount Kinabalu.

25. I wanna go to Rome.

"You Can't Handle Me"

Lv,
Shuck.

A place like no other.

2009-01-07T08:18:00.000-08:00

So on christmas day, me and the pham headed to sarawak. It was the best trip i've had in 2008 because i saw a different side of sarawak on that trip. We did some photoshooting around the city of Kuching, before going for a christmas picnic at the park. It was the best christmas anyone could ever asked for. I will upload the pictures soon. The next day, we went to the cultural village with ekin and girl. We had a BLAST. I've never had that much of an educational visit, especially in my own homeland. I LOVE KUCHINGG!!! :)
so anyway, these are the pictures i got from Beal<3>
On our way there. &Beal.

The Cultural Village has lotsa houses of different races existing in Sarawak.

&TheChineseDudeWhoTakesCareOfTheRumahOrangCina.

Rumah Orang Cina.

There is a Rumah Orang Melayu too, but i don't have the pictures. I will upload sooooon. There were no Rumah Orang India though, cos the indians never migrated to Sarawak.

Rocking out the sape at the Rumah Orang Ulu.

With the DayakMan. He's hot :D

Trying out the musical instrument with the PenanMan.

Rumah Orang Melanau. That's NOT for the faint hearted.

Bidayuh Couple at the Rumah Orang Bidayuh.

We catch a show after that, but once again, i don't have the photos. Will upload soon.
This is us making our way back.

i know you can't see my face in this one, but it's mount santubong at the back :)

That's that for now. See now? Sarawak is a beautiful place :D

"Where I Belong"

Lv,
Shuck.

Prom.

2009-01-07T07:13:00.000-08:00

Woah. The last time i updated was a month ago. Okay, where to start?

1. PROM! Omigosh. Couldn't believe i haven't even blog about it. Well, it was fun, and i was collecting memories with this horny people. It was so sad cos most of them are leaving. Here are some pictures.

& khairin&faiz.

&raja&luqman&dd&meena&fahmi.

& amanda.

mi amor.

dancin' with them sluts.

The prom ended with sad goodbyes to everybody, because everybody's going somewhere except for me (i'm sick of saying this, really.) We went to rasta after that to take a late supper.

everybody.

me and min yan looking extra fugly :)

Well, generally, this prom sucks. I think it was fun because my friends were there and we had fun with each other (yes, we did). The performances were boring to the max. They actually took the school's performers. So so lame. They didn't bring in any band, except for this duo called snow symphony or something. They're not bad, but very unknown. The first performance was okay. It was a bunch of trannys who call themselves pussycat divas. They go around giving lap dances to guys. A bit inappropriate, but it was the best performance that night.

Kar mun was nominated for the best dress award. Greg and Aleena got the couple of the year award and also the Prom King and Queen title. Nothing says highschool sweetheart more than this.

So i decided to post only about prom on this one, and will update on another post.

All the things.

2008-12-07T19:04:00.000-08:00

You guys should just marry each other and make gazillion kids, and go live in the mountain.
Well, you guys ARE practically married, so maybe you should just skip that part and shag each other non stop.
Oh, wait. You guys did THAT too, so maybe you can skip that part too, and just go live in the mountain, so nobody can get annoyed with your obsessive love other than the monkeys.

So, so so so so, I've got my prom dress on Wednesday. It's not what i wanted originally, but i think it looks good, and it's really elegant and not skimpy. It's red, and it got diamonds on it. I will be buried in diamonds on prom night, because there's diamonds on my dress, on my ring, on my clutch and on my earring. And probably my shoe, if my dad let me buy THE shoe i wanted. My dad seems to think i have wayyyyyy to many shoes, which is, half true, depending on the view you're looking at it.

So tomorrow's prom. And i'll go to Kar Mun's house along with Amanda, Huia Lee, and Min Yan. Well, Min yan lives literally opposite of Kar Mun's house. We're gonna get ready there before going to prom.

Today's Rayaaaaaa! as in Aidiladha that is. I wanted to fast yesterday, but then i forgot. Silly, I know. I went out with Shaid last night. But it was under 2 hours. So, not much. We just went to Hartamas.

My mum with the help of my maid, cooked this delicous meal, called Chicken Cheese. Chicken cooked with pure melted cheese. It's sooooooooooo.............haaaaaa.

"You Broke My Sexy Radar"

Lv,
Shuck.

All the dramas.

2008-12-06T18:53:00.000-08:00

AHHHH. Facebook! The holy grail of the new generation. The source of all the dramas. The reason why everyone is so fat nowadays. The site that turn girls into hard cold bitches. You'll be suprise how silly things can turn into a big deal in the facebook world.

Drama 1.
So there's this girl. She made almost all of her friends from social sites. She goes around telling her bitches, 'oh, i don't like people adding me randomly on facebook'. Translation in facebook slang: there's so many people adding me up, i must be really hot. Well, i don't mind that, almost everyone on facebook is annoyed with these people who add people they don't even know.

But the thing is, this particular girl, actually added half of the people in my friend list. Including my friend's girlfriend, whom i never met. Of course, she doesn't know them. And when my guy friends added her, she'll approve it, and when random girls added her, she won't approve her. But it's okay, i understand. She's just in need of some friends, aren't you lil kid? :)

Drama 2.
There's this other person. She's just soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo into facebook, that she wouldn't move for the whole damn day, i'm serious. I wouldn't mind that, if you're like around my age or something, but you're old, and you have some other things to! I bet she fcuked half of the guys on her friend list. She's sooo into the 'cool people' that she goes around telling their stories, just so other people knows that she knows them. AN-NOY-YING!

Drama 3.
Not really a drama, but Amanda added her video clips like even before SPM, i think. And i just saw it half way yesterday. My internet connection is really sucky now. One is Selamilah Cinta with Samuel Rizal (OMFG!) in it, the other one is I'm Free with Ajai (???) in it. :D

Drama 4.
Again, not that much of a drama, but my LOVEEEEEEEEE, Beal, did this one amazing facebook account under my late grampa's name. And there's sooooo many old pictures! And it somehow brings all the family members on facebook together. (Trust me, almost everyone in my family have facebook.) My grampa's name is Sheikh Ahmad bin Sheikh Salleh. He's arab! :)

This is my gramma. I've never seen her though, she died when my mum was 16. I call her JIDAAAHH!!!!!!!! :D that's gramma in arab. Her name is Hajah Hamisah, she's from the Java. She's cute don't ya think so? Very round, in a cute way :D :D

This is my JIDI. His name is Sheikh Ahmad bin Sheikh Salleh. He looks a lil too fierce don't ya think? :D I've never met him too, but i sooooooo want to! He knows the White Rajahs, you know The Brookes, personally!! He's a man of P.O.W.E.R! :P haha

This is Sheikh Salleh Bin Sheikh Badar. He's my Jidi's Dad. Obviously, I've never met him, and I don't know what i call him.

This is my uncle. His name is Salim Sheikh Ahmad. But i call him Elvis, Elvis Presley. He's hot.

These are my cousins, acting gangstaaaaaaaaaaaa! three of my siblings are in it. You wouldn't know them, coz they don't look like me. I am not in this group, this is wayyyyyyy before my generation. The one in that red jacket in the middle is my bro, Ronnie. The one on his right, with the red robe, is my sis, Hilda. That girl sitting down is my other sis, Fara Lucia @ Lorna.

These are my other cousins, i just loveeeeeee this picture! It's so i don't know, so.. VINTAGE! :) (trust me, i have a lot more cousins.) From Left: Naimah Said, Maryam Mansor, and Farida Talib.

Oh yes baby! That's one sweet sweet classic jaguar. <3333

And that's MI FAMILIAAAAAA! :)

"I Want You Tonight"

Lv,
Shuck.

Biomess.

2008-11-24T04:14:00.000-08:00

again, i shouldn't be blogging, but it's been a very very loooooooooooooooooong and difficult day for me. the worst thing that could possibly be happening to a student actually happened to me today.

I've been studying Physics for the past few days because i'm just too damn very sure that i'll be having Physics today. So this morning, everything started off just fine. drag my feet to the toilet, bla bla bla. I was sooooo ready to get Physics over with it, and when i get to school everyone's holding up their biology book, which is kinda odd when you're gonna have Physics instead of biology on that day. And when i asked why is everyone reading biology, okay, here's the best part.

Kevin : " You don't actually think that we're having Physics today right?"

OHHHHHH YESSSSSSSSSS. I'm screwed. I didn't study Biology at ALL. and this is SPM we're talking about! Of all exams!!!!!!!! This determines wether i'll get into UM or not!!!!!!!!!!!! and i'll be taking medicine, which kinda of impossible to get into if you just DIDN'T STUDY FOR THE FREAKING BIOLOGY TEST AT ALL!!!!!!!!!

I went crazy for a lil while, i couldn't even think and focus my brain to the subject. 5 seconds after i found out about it, tears started coming out, which was really spontanious, really. (you should know that i'm not the kind who cry for silly things.) so anyway, called my mum, of course she started yelling, called my sister, and she started yelling, not as much as my mum did though. didn't call my dad, not that he can do much.

it was 7.40am, and the exam starts at 8am. So, the two guys i've been calling idiots, Khairin and Faiz helped me a GREAT DEAL. I cramped two years of sudying into my hugeeeeee brain in less than 20 minutes.

So the results?

Paper 1 was okay, although i actually put the cause of Ricket is the lack of vitamin B when it was supposed to be vitamin D. and also, the reason they put 'buah ciku' in the rice thingy is to soften the fruit and i actually put to trap ethylene. that's just two of my mistakes. i bet i made for mistakes but you know what? whatever, i did my best, and if there's a single person who gets lower than me in malaysia, that person should be the laughing stock for the idiots because if i'm dumb, then, what are they? how can you possibly get lower than somebody who didn't study at all?

Paper 2 essay was THE BOMB. it was eassssssyyyyyyyyyyy. Subjective part was a bit tricky though. and i put heterozygous alleles as BB. this are the silly mistakes you can make when you DIDN'T LOOK AT THE TIMETABLE CORRECTLY.

Paper 3 was.......unexpected. all the ramalan soalan, or soalan bocor or wtv, NONE of it came out. The stupid quadrat sampling thing came out, but it was okay. At least i get it. The second one was crazy. it was tricky and, mine is almost half wrong, if you know what i mean.

You know how it's feels like when you always dream of getting 10a's and know that you blew your chances JUST BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T READ THE TIMETABLE PROPERLY?????!!! yeah, it feels like constipated shit in your mouth and you just can't get it out, so you have to swallow it. can imagine? :D

i know there's a lot of typos and the font is boring but wtv. i'm not gonna edit it. i have physics to read people! I HAVE to get an A in physics if i blew my biology.

so, here! The 5 Dickies picture that was supposed to be in the school mag til they said no because of the wine bottle. but what the heck? it's so lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. We're 17!!! Oh yeah, we wasn't supposed to know what wine is.

i couldn't make it bigger, so squint your eyes or download it or do wtv. i don't care.

i got it from mr zach's blog. i think it's zacharywongkl.blogspot.com. or something like that.

i'm just toooo tired.

byebyebyebye.

"however hard you try, she can never be me boy"

Lv,
Shuck.

Kevin Mavin Gavin Bavin Tavin Lavin Pavin Ravin

2008-11-23T04:06:00.000-08:00

This blog is posted especially for my AWESOME friend, KEVIN. You know what Kevin, I didn't forget you when I was doing that awesome blog post about The Dickies. You're just such a cool friend that i think you deserves a cool spot on my blog, not with those lame people :D

So Kevin, I'm SSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO gonna miss our conversations when we sit beside each other in class (this may sounds like i'm in love with you, but trust me, i'm not.)

The way you mimic Mr Yow, and your confusing explanation about Physics theories.

The way you insult me along with those idiots (Khairin and Faiz).

The way you drive like a madman on a mission.

Our promise of having our own automobile company, mine Electron and yours Neutron, and both of us are gonna compete with Proton. But, unfortunately, i'm gonna take medicine instead. But it's okay, look at the bright side, you can always give an old friend a free kick ass car :D

See now kevin? You're special, in the way you always tell me i'm special, just like everyone else. :D

Thanks for calling me dumb and bimbo, because if you didn't, I wouldn't realise that i'm not. So in a way, you helped me discover myself, Kevin, oh Kevin.

XOXO.

I'm <33ing it.

2008-11-23T03:31:00.000-08:00

I know i shouldn'y be blogging now, when in about 12 hours time, i'll be sitting for my Physics exam, but i can't help it! :P so i'll try to make this as short as i possibly can.

1.So, Khairin told me his love towards Nick Jonas has grown stronger after he read my previous blog. And he thanked me for that post. See how gay that guy is?

2.My sister's working in La Senza now, and today's her first day. :) Can't wait to start working myself and get my own hard earned caaasssshhhhhhhhhhhhh <33>

3. Eain can't phrase what i meant in my previous blog any better.

"I think that some girls should just chill out with the whole love thing.

COME ON.

You guys are like, i duno 13, 14, 15, 16, 17 ?

UR NOT GONA GET MARRIED AT THIS AGE.

so chill the fuck out weiiiiii..

Being obsessed to death isnt a good sight to others.

Pretty creepy.

No i am not jealous because people are happy or whatever.

But i am really annoyed.seriously,CHILL OUT." EAINSANE.

4. My stress continues after SPM with driving classes in the plan. Like, Dammit! I know how to bloody drive, so leave me aloneeeeeeeeeeee! I won't kill no old lady trying to cross the road, no i won't.

5. PROMMMMMMMMMM! We had to pay RM 180 per person to watch Prom The Musical. I swear to god, they better be good. Stupid Amanda should just accept their offer to sing.

I found my dressssssssss! Haven't got it though, i still wanna browse around. Not gonna tell you what colour it is, or where i'm gonna get it, cos i don't wanna show up with the same dress as you have. But it's a nice dresssssssssssssssssssssssssss! :D :D :D

6. I'm addicted to I Hate This Part by The Pussycat Dolls. I know.

7. I shall use this blog to let go of the anger inside of me towards anonymous.

8. Nicole is the only PUSSYcat Dolls. The others are just puppets.

9. I don't know what else to blog about.

10. I don't wanna touch that book no moreeeeee!!!

11. fine, byebye.

" Your Boyfriend Isn't The Only Boy I Would Mate With"

Lv,
Shuck.

DOTCY.

2008-11-21T05:07:00.000-08:00

Yeah, i changed my blog to naughtydotcy.blogspot.com :)

I seriously think that couples who are permanently stuck to each other is almost very gross. like, get married already, and have gazillion kids. I mean, we all know you're in love, so stop doing stuff you shouldn't be doing in public. Gosh.

well well well,

I just finished watching the movie Phat Girlz, AND I'M IN LOVE WITH JIMMY JEAN LOUIS! don't worry, i'll invite you guys to our wedding :) oh, and Totcy and Rotcy will be my bride's maid, dancing to a hindi song. :D :D haha

OMG. I don't know what's up with me and black dudes. They're just so so so so burning hot!! :D

So anyway, let's talk education. SPM's gonna be over in 6 days' time. I'll be having Physics on Monday, Biology on Tuesday, EST on Thursday, and like they say, the rest is history!!! I'll be one free bitch!! haha

Here's my list of the things i'm gonna do after all the SPM shit's over.

1. get a beautiful plant for myself, preferably the ones with big pink flowers.
2. get a gym membership / enroll in a classical indian dance class or a pole dancing class.
3. read all the books i haven't got a chance to read. it's stacked up like crazy.
4. go on a trip.
5. maybe, i'll get a temporary job. and when i get my pay, i'll buy that blackberry bold i've been eye-ing. it's time for me to be independent :P (guess what? pauziah is actually using that phone now. oh yes pauziah, I AM JEALOUS.)
6. learn to play guitar.
7. go out with everyone i could possibly can.
8. blog, blog, blog.
9. shop, shop, shop.
10. wake up 6.30 am to jog around the housing area.
11. facebook, facebook, facebook.
12. learn how to cook. and make cute cupcakes.
13. learn to speak spanish by myself, using the spanish for dummies book.
14. recite the al-quran til finish.

15. JUST BE THE BEST PERSON I COULD EVER BE :).

and here's what i will not do.

1. sleep for a few days straight.
2. not take my shower for the whole day.
3. stuff my face with food/ snacks. = not make a fat bitch outta myself.
4. be one lazy bitch.

Let's hope I won't be doing the opposite.

SPM add maths paper 2 was crazy. I just hope there's a lot more dumber people than me, then the graph will go down down down, and maybe a miracle could happen, and i'll get an A! :D

So after SPM, I might be taking the foundation course in Universiti Malaya, or Malayan University as khairin would put it ( he refused to admit that he is malay, let alone call it UM). Khairin's the lucky stalker bitch who would be doing the same course as i am. But of course, we all know that i'm the one who deserves to be there. Like Faiz said, only the smartest malays get into UM. :D

Talking about Khairin, i swore that i'll blog about his crazy obsessive passion for the The Jonas Brothers.

Let me tell you about my friend here, his name is Khairin. He has HUGEEEEEEEEE hair. and... he's gay. He said, he just LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE the Jonas Brothers. He just cannot stop thinking about them. He even cuts his hair looking like Nick Jonas. There's this one time at the cafe, he said he fantasizes about having butt sex with Nick Jonas. And he hates Selena Gomez from taking Nick away from him. oh yes, he's gay alright. :)

There you go Khairin, told you i'll blog about your gayness.

I'll update more when SPM's over.

Till then, adios!

'all we do is linger'

Lv,
Shuck.

memories.

2008-10-23T02:48:00.000-07:00

So i know i haven't been blogging much. That's because SPM is in another 2 weeks :D yes, 2 weeks. End of my life.

I'm at this cyber cafe near my house. And it's swarming with rempits. And you know how much i hate them. urgh. And this computer screen is so damn big, the whole world can almost sing what i wrote.

So anyway, let's start with the oh so popular Disney stars. Gone are the days when girls used to dream about hitting on Ethan Craft and being like Kate Sanders from Lizzie Mcguire. Now, it's the Miley-Cyrus-and-Selina Gomez-and-Demi-Lavato-and-The-Jonas-Brothers generation. I personally think they're lame. Only because i really have no idea what's the big deal about Nick Jonas. So anyway, don't you guys miss this?

I feel sad watching all these Lizzie Mcguire thing. It used to be so hot among the 12 years old. I, for one, used to watch it the whole damn day without moving. And mind you, i watch one episode more than 10 times for sure. And the movie?! i know every line from the movie. It's every girl's dream!!!

Now, all the 12 years old are praying to a 15 year old gal who posed naked for a magazine, and also to three faggots who don't even have any talent! Like, really now. now i know how my mum feels when she said Hilary Duff ain't got no talent and still make big bucks. haha

okay, this cyber cafe is so uncomfortable.

Anyway, in a month time, i'll be going to

PROM!!!!

oh yes, the night of every girl's life. i don't know why it is, but it's just is. maybe because we can dress up to our hearts content and nobody would care.

and who's my date? :D

My sister!!! :D

why? because she's the love of my life <3 i'm lucky enough to find my love at a very young age. some people can't go to prom with their love ones, they only go with strangers who they think loves them. well, maybe they are, maybe they don't. but anyway, i think no strangers shall ruin my night, and i think i shall go with a soulmate, not a date. so there it is, i'll be going with my love :)

so here's the flyer for SRI KDU 2008 PROM.

Anyway, they changed the venue to One World Hotel. It was supposed to be at Zouk KL, then that place on the flyer, and then One World Hotel.

I think this girl who sits in front of me is very annoying. She keeps on hitting the keyboard so hard. I would kill her if i can.

woah, she's gone! it's magic.

Anyway, i might be going to Cairo with Najwa and her family 2 days after spm. My dad actually let me go. But i'm thinking of going to Bali instead with tyra and beal :)

okay now, TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!

Well, we have SPM, but that's different coz our face will be glued to the books that we wouldn't even have time to talk.

It was quite sad today. I had more fun today then i ever did in that school, i don't know why. Khairin was overly fun today, Faiz was even more sarcastic than ever, Kevin brought his guitar, Kar Mun, Huia Lee, Min Yan, Joey and I just can't stop talking about prom and Alex was selling roses for the cheerleading team, and he was gayer than ever.

I don't want to come to school tomorrow because i don't want to cry!!!! I'm not sure if i would because i think i'm emotionally strong. But just now, when my girls were singing 'Stay' by Estrella along with Kevin's amazing pick at the guitar, I feel like gallons of tears are pouring outta my heart!

damn, this is so so sad. i don't want to part with this people!!

i'm so gonna miss
alex with his gayness,
those genius with their kick ass brain aka hui xian, kian yuan, and chloe.
khairin's lame joke which always manage to make me laugh,
faiz and his level of sarcasm, and that annoying accent he have.
my bimbotic girls, amanda and kar mun.
min yan, and her strong feature.
huia lee, and her boobs.
joey, and her softness and cuteness. and oh, her money. and her always manicured nails.
stanley with his hot bods.
ken yeang with his 'i don't give a shit' look.
and chinese speaking friends, there's too many of you, you know who you are.
fauziah, and the fact that i never heard her voice even though i was in the same class with her for two years.
stanley, and his preach, and his amazing blog, keep it up dude.
lam, with his rebel image.

I LOVE YOU GUYS TO DEATH.

Oh, and Stanley Lum promised to buy me a diamond if he gets rich one day, and if we stay in contact. If that's the case, i'll make damn sure we will Stanley :)

I wanna upload so many pictures of us, but i'm too tired. I promise i'll post the pictures of 5 Dicks 07/08.

'Please Stay'.

Lv,
Shuck.

social.

2008-09-23T01:22:00.000-07:00

Okay, first of all, i'm so so annoyed that everybody knows everybody on facebook because i got confused easily about which group this girl or that guy belongs to, honestly. Urgh. My social life is getting hectic-er and hectic-er by days, seriously. It got more and more confusing.

So anyway, on friday, I checked into the Legend's hotel near PWTC. Why? Because it's my shopping spree weekend! :)

Well, i bought quite a number of stuffs including 4 shoes from Guess, Lewre and Blook. Blook? haha

I didn't go to school today, because i kinda woke up late. And i decided to study at home. but then, i fell asleep til 3. And yes, i didn't study until now.

I have to say, that Tot&Rot is the love of my life. and Najwa is just everything i need. I LOVE THEM TO DEATH! :)

Owh, and next wednesday is raya!!!

I can't wait for raya. I'll be going back to the wonderful place of Kuching, Sarawak on the 29th of Oct. And i'll be coming back to the stressful place of Kuala Lumpur on the 4th of Oct. On the 5th is my mum's birthday. And on the 6th is the first of trial 2. sweat* told you my life is hectic now.

Oh, and this is the wonderful blog about the nerds in 5 Dickens posted by the amazing Mr Stanley. Well, it's not that amazing considering my ugly pictures, but heck, who cares?

so yeah, i have nothing much to blog about anyway.

"don't wait for me"

lv,
Shuck.

Biology.

2008-09-18T02:08:00.000-07:00

i'm just so so lazy to type now.

Political update: Pak Lah swapped positions with Najib. Najib is now our financial minister, and Pak Lah is now our defence minister. There goes our economy. And our defence, well, Pak Lah better start waking up if he wants to be the security guard of the country.

Well, not many people know about this, but i have anaemia. well, it's not certain yet, but it might be 99% true. My mum have anemia, and maybe it's passed down to me. I fit all the characteristics. Not most, ALL.

Anemia is a kind of symptom where the rate of diffusion of oxygen gas in the blood is very very low. The blood shape of a anaemic is kinda weird. It looks something like this.

The lefty is the normal shape of red blood cells. The righty is the anemic's red blood cell. it's sickled shape.

Mr Zach said most probably anemia can lead to leukemia, which obviously is not a very good thing to hear. But i can still save myself by eating lots of eggs and chicken's liver :D He also said that i can't smoke because it will decrease the diffusion rate of oxygen in my blood. How sad.

and Mr Zach, I AM A VIRGIN AND I DON'T SMOKE. thank you very much :)

what else what else?

owhhh, my add maths tuition is canceled today. I hope i can start with those chemistry papers today. One month to spm, and this isn't exactly what i should be doing right now.

I have school till 12.30pm tomorrow, and a chemistry seminar at 2pm till 4pm. My tuition starts at 3pm, so it clashes with the chemistry seminar. This people should know that there's only so much that an SPM student can cope of. sigh*

i'm planning to tear some of the cool fashion ads in the mag and put it on my bedroom wall. It's so lovely, i wanna see it everyday :) and besides, my parents might realise that i have an art-y heart.

"The One You Trust"

lv,
Shuck

Dirty.

2008-09-16T20:27:00.000-07:00

If you hate malaysian politics, please skip everything til you see that line :)

Today's 17th Sept. As we all know, nothing's happened yesterday. Anwar is a such a shithole.

So so, let's talk politics today. I might confuse myself in the end, but i'll try not to.

1. That Ahmad Ismail guy who said that the chinese were 'pendatang' was suspended 3 years from umno/bn. We all know that. But what we don't know is that, he still recieved his monthly pay. That lucky bastard. A good three years holiday for messing up our racial integrity.

2. Anwar is a shithole. That couldn't be more obvious. Well, i do want a change in our goverment system, i really do. But not from him. He'll sell us off to the Americans for god's sake, and leave us to die like the Lebanons. And, i think that he's fighting for himself and not for the people.

3. Najib. Well, what can we say. He is as screwed up as my grandma's dying cat. He thinks that he's smart. Well, better leave him alone.

4. Pak Lah. I want him, and him alone, to blardy run the country. It's not like he ever done anything, but it's better than the other choices we have, a gay guy, and a murderer. So, thanks, i'll just stick to that sleepy old man.

I shouldn't go to that ISA for this. why? Because a few nights ago, the gov said they'll let the people to speak their mind on the net. and also, because i didn't disturb the peace and the internal security act, unless they think i do. :)

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so so,

There are a lot of things that happened. There's too many of them, that everything just slipped of my mind.

owh yeah, i love Kean Yeang's qoute.

"If everyone do plactic surgery, everyone can be pretty also"

you might not understand but i was complementing a model in the mag slightly before he said that.

I've met a few people who's crazy for singaporean bloggers. I know there's two of them. One is called Dawn Yang and the other one, some chinese name that starts with an 'x' and it's very hard to pronounce. :)

I don't think they deserve any fame for that, i mean like, they don't have any talent or wtv. but of course, they must be very attractive and exciting people to have such aura. Also, Kenny Sia. haha Kenny Sia.

So yesterday, nothing much had happened. Went to Gloria Jean's Midvalley at about 10pm. Went back at almost 1am. Watched this one stupid malay movie called 'Waris Jari Hantu'. It's so so lame.

Anyone knows that i would never consider working after i finished my SPM, but i changed my mind. Oh yes, i do. Because i wanna get

A Blackberry Bold. So so convenient.

OR a this! A Sony Ericsson Xperia. If anyone knows the price and where to get this devil, PLEASE tell me.

And this is the laptop that i might be getting after my SPM.

Well, that's the only picture i can get from google. try to squint your eyes. :) it has lizard skin, something like a leather cover.

i have been very lifeless lately, so bear with me. haha

owh, did mention that it's cuti today? :D :D

everybody! check out this lad, Justin Nozuka :D

"Just One Night"

lv,
Shuck.

Crushed.

2008-09-13T21:17:00.000-07:00

so yesterday night, after breaking fast, me and my sister went out with michelle. my mum wanted to tag along, so three of us went and fetch michelle after sending off my brother at Damansara Jaya.

we went to the curve to catch a movie. while waiting, me and my mum went for a drink at the apartment. our movie was supposed to start at 11.45 pm so by 11.30 pm, me and my mum was waiting in front of the cinema. we bumped into my brother-in law's sister, Khairini. cute name don't you think? ;) met up with my sister and michelle in front of the cinema.

so, the movie that we watched was..

MONEY NO ENOUGH 2

i urged all the people out there to watch this movie. it's a 9/10. all four of us cried when we were watching this movie. i cried 3 times when watching this movie. the mother is a very good actress, i must say. this movie gives a big impact even long after you leave the cinema.

the movie finished at 2am, we wanted to go to hartamas to eat kuey teow, but my mum was sleepy, so we sent her back home. after that, we headed to kota damansara. had our sahur at original kayu nasi kandar, sent michelle back to her place and we headed home.

damn, a lot of people thinks i'm way too relaxed for a spm student.

I Know This Crush Ain't Going Away.

lv,
Shuck.

virgin.

2008-09-12T22:57:00.000-07:00

my first post :)

well, i decided to make a public blog. it's a very big decision for me to start all over, since that crazy stalker case. but it's here now, my very own public blog.

i know some of you doesn't really like the idea of blogging, especially those who's really close to me because you think that personal things shouldn't be made public, but i'm not here to share my personal things, just to share my thoughts with the world :)

i think it's not appropriate for me to start a new blog when everyone's strugling very hard for spm. but knowing me, i still have wayyy too much time, eventhough spm's less than two months away.

song of the month : Crush, by David Archuleta.

my life has turned into one of those reality show kind of thing, which is not really a good thing. everything's getting more and more confusing. but it's not so bad, think i can still handle it. spicy drama can be so fun sometimes. :)

i figured, if i ever have my own reality show, i'll call it "The Dot Show : Like You've Never Seen Before". haha nayh, that was spontanious, wouldn't want my show to sound so lame.

i went to shah alam today to check out some baju raya. i was wearing a short shorts, and a sleveless top. i totally forgot that it is the fasting month because i can't fast today. going to shah alam is a weird thing when 99.9% of the people there is malay, and they look at you up and down. i can even hear some of them whispering. it's my bad, and i apologise to any offended muslims. it was disrespectful, i know.

after that, i went to subang parade to check out their raya sales there. bought a kebaya and sarong. and also 2 high heels (one's blood red, and the other one's neon green). i would sooo love it if i can put it up here for you guys, but it's my sister's laptop, and it'll take too long to upload and half way uploading my sister might need it back.

bought some Big Apple donuts for my sister back at home. bought the box of 12. yummy!

i got that from google. haha

i just realised that i'm a reality show addict. I LOVE Kardashian's show, and also Kimora's Life in the Fab Lane. and Denise Richard's show is good too. but i honestly think that Lohan's show is a bit lame.

why do you think you're the only dude?

lv,
shuck.